i wish...

winter break would come already. thanks to the new principal for adding the nutrition. i feel like school goes by faster now.

band had 5-9 rehearsal monday, wednesday, AND saturday. we'd be that much better.

i had someone to play bop it with.

that i weren't so skinny.

someone would take me out to the movies. apparently, i'm not going to see orphan or paper heart anytime soon anymore.

I HAD DARK PURPLE CHUCKS BECAUSE I'VE BEEN WANTING A PAIR SINCE FOREVER :[

i could drive already.

stacy's letter came in the mail already

my laptop wouldn't be acting so stupid.

my dad wouldn't get mad at everything that my sister and i do.

my eyes weren't so bad.

for football games to start already

that our first show wasn't on a wednesday

i could sing. because i can't

that she'd just stop looking at me and say hi!

school weren't so hard.

that it weren't so hot. i've only worn undershirts for the past two weeks of school because i didn't wanna wear too many layers

i could start wearing jackets again

for tia's happiness. because she deserves it, and i just want her to go back to loving life again.

and i wish someone would buy me this (http://katyperry.shop.bravadousa.com/Product.aspx?cp=14398_14829&pc=BGCTKP07) in small. LOL

tia dina barrera,

i miss you.
so much.
<3.

I UNDERSTAND NOW.
&i'm sorry.

anyways. i'm waiting for stacys letter to come in the mail.
<3

she doesn't want to fight for this...
at least... that's how i see it after reading her most recent blog.
is that the truth? is this the end?
where will i go? what am i going to do?
i dont want to be lied to. again.