im sick

i've been sick for a week. and i hate it. ever since i got sick, i've been feeling very pessimistic.
why the hell do we even get sick? getting sick isn't going to make our lives any better and it's not going to teach me any lessons in life either other than to put a jacket on when its cold, and stop eating/drinking cold things when you are sick.
and then there's medicine. why the hell does this stuff taste like shit? if you're going to make something liquid for someone to drink to help their coughs/runny nose/sore throat, at least make it taste good so i dont have to have the fucking feeling that i have to throw up and have to take more because if fucking threw up what i just drank. dumb shits.
and some other thoughts: then you get everyone else around you sick, you have to skip school/class/work, you have to stay in bed all day.
why the hell do we even get sick? that's the question of the day.

sorry. im just angry.

my girlfriend isn't awake, so i am just
~michael.