so what's this mean?

apparently, my girlfriend isn't coming to rowland anymore.
is that telling me that this isn't going to work out?
or does it just mean that we're going to have to work just a little bit more to make it work out?
whichever one it is, i'll still love her js as much as i do now. if not even more.
s'been more than a year since i had a girlfriend, and i'm loving this feeling that she gives me. with that, she's sister/bffl approved and so am i, so i dont know what else could go wrong. and she's proud to talk to me to her family too. i like that.

anyways, today. yesterday. whatever the hell you want to call it.
mom bitched at me at 4am because i was still awake. i went to lay down. i layed there pretty much until like 730 because i couldn't sleep whatsoever. kristine woke me up at 10. i fell back asleep for a little, then she woke me up again and i called tia. someone remind me to stay on the phone with her after waaking her up :P. went to cook two hot pockets. then my dad started cooking fried rice. he told us to come get some. i told him i was already eating hot pockets. "NO, you're coughing a lot. you have to eat this". i was just like wtf. can you not see that i'm eating already?! whatever. i didn't eat it anyways. i just put it back in the pan after i was done eating my hot pockets. took a shower. left to diamond.
got to diamond. stupid scrub was playing sf4, and i couldn't beat him. just because i wasn't properly warmed up. or maybe not even that, its just i haven't played in a while. or i was just playing stupid and not smart. oh well. then i played wangan for a little. friends came. girlfriend came.

offtopic: i just scratched my armpits, and i smelled it. my deodorant smells really good

back on topic: i went with tia and kristine to have their little jam session thing. i wanted to keep the liveliness up by yelling and being obnoxious and what not. went back to get ron. went to genki. went to cue. kristine was thirsty so we went to get shit at the boat(hi april. you're still paying when you take me to eat out :D loves.). kristine got mad because it was too late to get pho with the family. i dont know why. we're gonna go later. sat back down at the little benches thing or whatever. i saw angela through the window. and then i saw the girl in front of her. i didn't know whether that was joy or not. so i texted her. i sounded like a stalker LOL. i went to go say hi, and i brought her back to meet tia. talked for a little bit. then said bye. love that bitch. i think i bothered tia telling her that i used to like her LOL :(. then just a bunch of quiet&thinkingg&thumbwars.
s'okay.

~manta ray michael