i give up

trying so hard to talk to her whenever she's out.
because she eventually stops talking to me anyways.
when im with her, i feel like she checks her phone every five minutes, and she's anxious to get out of whatever we're doing.
when she's with other people, it's like she doesn't even care that im trying to talk to her.
whatever. i give up. if she wants to talk to me, she'll talk to me... right?
i'm sorry. this is just hard for me after this week.

... happy2sad.