oh you know...

when people say they'll try, they don't.
it's happened to me three times already.
they just say they're going to try, and then they just go through their lives not giving a shit anymore, and just going through the fucking motions.
and when they do try, it just all falls apart at the end.
i'm hoping not to have either of those happen this time.
i'll wait. i'll be patient. i'll still love you.
i just don't want to wait too long :/
EDIT: no... i'll wait as long as it takes. i won't let this fire between us die down. if this is real, i know she'll come back eventually, no matter how long it'll take her to get herself settled.

i hope you're all ready to see a very very angry, anal, ignorant michael lapena.